I'm sorry I havent written on here for a while.. it has been almost two months since my last post. I'm sorry...this place has just become a way to remember you're gone.
That is STILL hard to swallow.
It's hard for me to remain hopeful when i know nothing can fill the current void in my heart. Without hope and patience and belief there is no way will make it.
I have realized that I don't miss you, the way you are now, i miss the women you were before november 17th. I think that is why even when i see you i am not healed or any better than I was before i saw you. Because i miss the Real you.
I have to go... dad is home with groceries.
I Love you. I am waiting for the day you come back to me...
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